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Journal Entry: Wed Apr 11, 2007, 12:55 AM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: "Sovay" by Andrew Bird
  • Eating: a deliciously massacred chocolate bunny...
First: I have no scanner. I have not had a scanner for a very very long time now. It's redic-a-lous. It's so redicilous, that I am forbidden to spell or pronounce that word right at all. And if you can't tell, I never got to taking photos of that model. I haven't even been to Becket since that last journal entry... which was over a year ago. I've been asked plenty of times. He's even offered to pay (usually we just do Time For CD) but I just haven't been able to do it.

Everything's up in the air right now. I'd like to play pretend and live in the moment forever and keep eating this easter bunny, keep smoking this cigarette, but time keeps passing o.o'... deadlines are approaching, people will be leaving, I'll probably get kicked out with all this chaos, and I've got to get my ass in gear.

But that won't change anything.

I have 3.6 billion thoughts running through my mind. If I know you, you're probably in my head right now in some way or another. Lotsa thoughts.

Hah. Lots of RANDOM ones too. Although that's nothing new.
Like at work, it'll be slow at front end, and a customer will finally come up to my register and I get the sudden urge to tag them and go "you're it!" and run away o.o. So whenever I think stuff like that and I'm about to check out their stuff, I start laughing, and then they give me odd looks.
Working at a hippie store's pretty cool. O.o We get the weirdest questions, I swear I can never freakin' answer them. I was once asked if we had Red Yeast Rice.... it turned out to be an herbal medication. Why can't I ever be asked if we have MILK?? "Why YES! I can show you EXACTLY where! ^_^"
Wtf, and sodium-free hot dogs? Never heard of that, or organic peeps either.

Good stuff.

Tomorrow I open my first bank account. Weee. For college money.

It's 4am. Why aren't I sleeping? -.-



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  • Current Age: 18, now I can buy porn... *skeevy laugh*
  • Current Residence: I'm a nomad.
  • Interests: Eventually Ruling the entire world, and enslaving all of humanity
  • Favourite movie: Go, Queen Of The Damned, Fight Club, Girl Interrupted, Se7en, Helter Skelter, Vanilla Sky
  • Favourite band or musician: Deftones, Wumpscut, Skinny Puppy, Jack Off Jill, Nirvana, Beethoven, Combichrist, Andrew Bird
  • Favourite genre of music: a little of everything but mostly industrial, folk, acoustic, alternative, rave, and classical
  • Favourite artist: H. R. Giger, Jhonen Vasquez, Viner
  • Favourite poet or writer: Mere <3, Anne Rice, Edgar Allan Poe, Sylvia Plath
  • Favourite photographer: Greg Daniels, Brent Fennel, 333bracket, larafairie
  • Favourite style of art: surreal and headshots (b/w)
  • Operating System: I have Windows 98 T_T
  • MP3 player of choice: too poor for one of those 'O.o
  • Shell of choice: I prefer knives/swords/chainsaws...
  • Favourite game: FF7 and LoZ: Link to the Past... Sonic Adventure 2 was quite good as well...
  • Favourite gaming platform: hmm... super nintendo? o.o maybe sega genesis o.O gimme!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Faust, that evil doctor shaman from Shaman King o.O he's crazy, & Deidara & Gaara from Narut
  • Personal Quote: "The stupider people think you are, the more surprised they are when you KILL them."

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*painting-with-light:iconpainting-with-light: Apr 11, 2007, 2:38:53 AM
Thanks :)

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~CyanidalRaven:iconCyanidalRaven: Apr 11, 2007, 1:42:43 AM
Ah, I see. Have fun :]

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Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast.
*painting-with-light:iconpainting-with-light: Apr 11, 2007, 1:38:50 AM
Thanks :), I was randomly browsing DA when I came accross your profile/gallery

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*painting-with-light:iconpainting-with-light: Apr 11, 2007, 1:20:28 AM
Thanks for taking the time to visit :)

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*painting-with-light:iconpainting-with-light: Apr 11, 2007, 1:16:27 AM
Fine thanks

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~CyanidalRaven:iconCyanidalRaven: Apr 11, 2007, 1:13:38 AM
well, been better... o.O'
and you?

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Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast.
*painting-with-light:iconpainting-with-light: Apr 11, 2007, 1:05:39 AM
Hope all is fine

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~CyanidalRaven:iconCyanidalRaven: Apr 10, 2007, 10:59:10 PM
Greetings.

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Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast.
*painting-with-light:iconpainting-with-light: Apr 10, 2007, 10:44:48 PM
Hi there

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I would not be here if I had not been introduced to DA by my good friend strawberry-lilla
~Quiky:iconQuiky: Feb 27, 2006, 11:00:00 PM
great gallery:)

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~Gourmandhast:iconGourmandhast: Dec 30, 2005, 8:43:58 PM
Hey nice gallery u got there,i like anime also u can check my gallery if u want..keep them drawings comming u got some great pieces of art in ur gallery

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Soul Calibur,Sci Fi warriors, Original Characters, FanArt, Samurai Flash movies all that shit! can be found at [link]
~Iamthewalrus42:iconIamthewalrus42: Dec 30, 2005, 6:26:09 PM
Si, those poor genitals. I kinda feel worse for the company though, since they probably got sued by a bunch of retarded rednecks who thought their balls being destroyed was the companies fault. But in the grand scheme of things, its good their balls got hacked off. Less idiots. ^_^

Chainsaws: Hacking redneck balls off for the good of the people.

Yeah, those dudes with tape over their mouths do get kinda old. o.O Was that thing from a movie...like a, um, fiction movie? Not something else...o.o'

Mah tummy hurts from the thoughts of Heather William's vagina...owwwwwwww...

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I remember a witty Spaniard saying: "They have shut up all their fools in a house apart, to make sure that they are wise men themselves.” Just so: you don't show your own wisdom by shutting someone else in a madhouse.
~CyanidalRaven:iconCyanidalRaven: Dec 30, 2005, 5:57:07 PM
*sigh* I wish my avatar would show up for me o.o'. I'm sick of looking at this weird blue guy with tape over his mouth. Yeah... it's just, you know, gotten old.

And... ouch O.o, Those poor genitals. o.O

But I think it's more deviantART having problems this time inctead of my computer ^^; since it was still messed up when I went to mom's house.

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Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast.
~Iamthewalrus42:iconIamthewalrus42: Dec 26, 2005, 8:36:35 AM
o.O It's haunting you? I've never heard of computers that haunted you, but I guess anything can happen. FUCK YOU BILL GATES!!! *whips out chainsaw*

Hmm...the label on this thing says not to try to stop the moving chain with hands or genitals...

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I remember a witty Spaniard saying: "They have shut up all their fools in a house apart, to make sure that they are wise men themselves.” Just so: you don't show your own wisdom by shutting someone else in a madhouse.
~CyanidalRaven:iconCyanidalRaven: Dec 26, 2005, 2:05:58 AM
O.o how come I can't see it? o.O I still see that blue one I used to have, it came back for some reason and I keep trying to upload the chainsaw one... but I can't see it... o.O I even tried looking at my mom's computer, still the blue one. It's pissed off that I deleted it and now it's haunting me? hm.

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Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast.
~Iamthewalrus42:iconIamthewalrus42: Dec 23, 2005, 1:17:19 PM
Mer? Me confused...o.O'

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I remember a witty Spaniard saying: "They have shut up all their fools in a house apart, to make sure that they are wise men themselves.” Just so: you don't show your own wisdom by shutting someone else in a madhouse.
~Iamthewalrus42:iconIamthewalrus42: Dec 23, 2005, 1:14:37 PM
Mer? I like this one. It's a bunny with a chainsaw. I give two thumbs up...and this third one. Stupid tumor...-.-'

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I remember a witty Spaniard saying: "They have shut up all their fools in a house apart, to make sure that they are wise men themselves.” Just so: you don't show your own wisdom by shutting someone else in a madhouse.
~CyanidalRaven:iconCyanidalRaven: Dec 23, 2005, 7:13:37 AM
grrr wtf, my old avatar came back when I tried to upload a different one -.-'... now it won't go away o.o'

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Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast.
~CyanidalRaven:iconCyanidalRaven: Dec 23, 2005, 7:08:02 AM
O.o wtf o.O I can't get my avatar to change >.< my old one came back to haunt me! I don't even know how it came back o.o'

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Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast.
~Iamthewalrus42:iconIamthewalrus42: Dec 13, 2005, 9:27:41 AM
Yuppers! Hooray for being anal and annoying. It gets you far. :dance:

And, yes, I just said yuppers. Be afraid, be very afraid...cause the clowns will eat you when you sleep!!! WHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

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I remember a witty Spaniard saying: "They have shut up all their fools in a house apart, to make sure that they are wise men themselves.” Just so: you don't show your own wisdom by shutting someone else in a madhouse.
~CyanidalRaven:iconCyanidalRaven: Dec 13, 2005, 4:55:15 AM
ok there, it's fixed o.O better now??

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Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast.
~Iamthewalrus42:iconIamthewalrus42: Dec 11, 2005, 5:35:58 PM
Hey, you really should update that journal. Unless you're still depressed and you're not telling me...O.o

By the way, posted the story. I think there's a few pages you haven't read, but I don't think it's much. Nevertheless, it's there if you want to read it. I'll email to you if you don't respond to this is a few days.

Now about those dead babies...I mean, you're not using that car, now are you? ;-)

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I remember a witty Spaniard saying: "They have shut up all their fools in a house apart, to make sure that they are wise men themselves.” Just so: you don't show your own wisdom by shutting someone else in a madhouse.
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